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by Jon Porobil

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1.
Tolling Bell 03:23
Stop the orchestra; tie the singers up Burn the opera to the ground Melt the celluloid; crash the power grid Let the city make no sound Take the least repentant thieves and televangelists Let them carry what they will And when there's nothing left but prayers and ruins Then at last we'll all be still I will signify a tolling bell With a gesture of my hand One by one we will emerge again To rebuild our land Drop the laptop case; don't take anything Find a cozy place to hide Mind and body will be all you need in this new world Cast the rest of it aside I will signify a tolling bell With a gesture of my hand One by one we will emerge again To rebuild our broken land I will signify a tolling bell With a gesture of my hand One by one we will emerge again
2.
This Is Fine 03:37
Today I almost ran my car off the road on purpose this is fine I got to work early so I could cry before clocking in this is fine It’s only a platitude, it may be an insincere line It’s practically meaningless, and this is fine The china in the cabinets rattled when you slammed the door this is fine I stared at the bottle and I swear it stared back at me this is fine It’s only a platitude, it may be an insincere line It’s practically meaningless, and this is fine, this is fine, this is fine Is this disingenuous? Oooh, I need you to tell me sometimes Oooh, I need to believe it Slogging through tar and I’m not deserving of anyone’s help I bite you so that you’ll learn to hate me as much as I hate myself It’s only a platitude, it may be an insincere line It’s practically meaningless, and this is fine, this is fine, this is fine It’s practically meaningless, and this is fine, this is fine, this is fine It has to be fine...
3.
The Handbook 01:59
Establish a presence In another tribe's fort Make a ghillie suit, keep a low profile Observe and record Row the boat with your bare hands Forge ahead with no scout You will overcome missing the day They gave The Handbook out Maybe you're stupid That's not what I think You're a Bible of brittled out binding glue Upside-down pages, and smudged ink Guess at north with no compass Plot a course through your doubt You will overcome missing the day They gave The Handbook out You think of it like a cross to bear Something akin to a curse People tell you you’re not alone But what you're going through's worse Did you sleep through it? Were you even born? No matter, you've cobbled some intel From pages discarded and torn Tunnel free with your fingers Stay ever devout You will overcome missing the day They gave The Handbook out You’ll be forgiven for missing the day They gave The Handbook out It won’t even matter that you missed the day They gave The Handbook out
4.
Have you seen her catch an inspiration from a summer breeze? And when she dances, how her body sways in rhythm with the trees If you could learn to see the world through Henrietta's eyes You'd come to come to find it's something bitter And have you seen her in the garden, making furrows in the dirt? She pulls our dinner from the earth until her bony fingers hurt If you could learn to see the world through Henrietta's eyes You'd come to find it's something bitter You might still be there on the day her fire dies She'll still be with you but you'll miss her I may have made her cry when pressure buckled in against her hard But I have never sung a note as lovely as her rainbow chard If you could learn to see the world through Henrietta's eyes You'd come to find it's something bitter You might still be there on the day her fire dies She'll still be with you but you'll miss her Put in the work, don't let her wither Remain with her, don't let it die Put in the work, don't let her wither Remain with her, don't let it die Put in the work, don't let her wither Remain with her, don't let it die
5.
More 03:29
I wish it weren't so hard To see the forest for the bayonets It's always a temptation To trade the battle for the war But you know that's not how it works However much the other guy gets He's gonna want more He's gonna want more Well there's never the time We're down to the wire Would you find a quiet harbor Just 'cuz you're tired? Would you walk away now If you believed that you could get more? Are you looking for your glasses Or waiting for the shapes to coalesce? With your eyes on the horizon Uncertain which half is the floor I sympathize, as much as I've tried To make the budget balance with less I always need more We always need more Well there's never the time We're down to the wire Would you find a quiet harbor Just 'cuz you're tired? Would you walk away now If you believed that you could get more? More candid, more sure More than we thought we were More bright, more kind, more pure More than we thought we were More than we thought we were The system is rigged, it's not zero-sum The dealer takes a cut of the bets They're gonna want more They always want more Well there's never the time We're down to the wire Would you find a quiet harbor Just 'cuz you're tired? Would you walk away now If you believed that you could get more? I'll always have a reason, I'll make an excuse You can't defeat the ocean, so what's the use? I'll never walk away As long as I believe I'll get more
6.
Good Trouble 03:37
You could wave a white flag and be seen as a threat Yeah, if there is a right way, we don't know it yet So start rattling the cell doors, brother Keep screaming ‘til you lose your damn mind Scratch a message in the ceiling of your coffin For historians to find Folks everywhere Keep making good trouble And remember this: Think hard about Who gets to decide What "Good Trouble" is Now it’s been generations of constant assault (constant assault) And I’m beginning to see how it’s still my fault, my fault, mine (still your fault, your fault) So sing it louder for the people in the cheap seats We’ll hear you way across the red line Together we can lift a cheek from off the pavement Or a knee up from a spine Folks everywhere Keep making good trouble And remember this: (Hey hey! Ho ho!) Think hard about Who gets to decide What "Good Trouble" is When you’re lonely and only a friend will do And you’re doubting if Love really Wins When you care, the despair is unbearable Yes and that is where the work begins Folks everywhere Keep making good trouble And remember this: (Hey hey! Ho ho!) Think hard about Who gets to decide What "Good Trouble" is Who gets to decide what “Good Trouble” is (Hey hey! Ho ho! These racist cops have got to go!) Who gets to decide What it is
7.
All the neighborhood dogs note your absence And make it known they wish that you were here And this whole street of cars Are like skidmarks on the tar They disappear In one processional turning of the engines As the church bells ring out, right at eight And a man at the train stop Looks up from his phone to see your face Every signal you receive is telling you to run away And you can never seem to find out why As a mockingbird imitates a car alarm cry in the night Just know your city loves you and so do I All the automobiles vie for attention And you still see the magic in the way A single piercing siren Can cut through all the bustle Of the day Yeah Early afternoon sunlight breaks the fog down The asphalt glows on every northbound street And steam from the vents Collects to mask the scent Of dying trees… Every signal you receive is telling you to run away And you can never seem to find out why As a mockingbird imitates a car alarm cry in the night Just know your city loves you and so do I All the neighborhood dogs meet at nightfall And, digging holes, uncover human skulls And the more you try to fight it The more you think you feel your city pull… Every signal you receive is telling you to run away And you can never seem to find out why As a mockingbird imitates a car alarm cry in the night Just know your city loves you and so do I Just know your city loves you and so do I And so do I
8.
Fisheye 02:56
It’s been a shitty year, but at least it’s over No, wait, it’s only mid-July I’ve been bailing out the water with teaspoons But it never stopped rising, and it’s up to my eye Through revilles and smelling salts, the nightmare never ends We only see the world as through a fisheye lens I’m glued to my phone I’m fighting alone We only see each other through a fisheye lens You took a plate of sawdust and made it fragrant But I wouldn’t want to eat it raw No amount of the stuff will ever add up enough To satisfy the gaping maw Through revilles and smelling salts, the nightmare never ends We only see the world as through a fisheye lens I’m glued to my phone I’m fighting alone We only see each other through a fisheye lens The more I read what this calamity’s about The more the camera dollies in while it zooms out The closer you come in the more the image warps We’re all assembling the same exquisite corpse It’s been a shitty year, but at least it’s over No wait, it’s only late July And there’s no guarantee that we’ll all suddenly be Okay when 2021 rolls by Through revilles and smelling salts, the nightmare never ends We only see the world as through a fisheye lens I’m glued to my phone I’m fighting alone We only see each other through a fisheye lens We only see each other through a Vaselined fisheye lens We hardly see each other
9.
Our bed's a battleground This house is upside-down My mouth a gunshot wound Landmines in every room Time was, you couldn’t help but hold me Nothing could keep us apart Every word you say to me Becomes some kind of machinery That I fall upon Every night we're trading intimate Injuries so why can’t we admit What our words become Pistols at dawn Your shadow at the door The looming fog of war Impassive steely stare That icy whoosh of air Lately I just can't help but hurt you I keep on breaking your heart Every word you say to me Becomes some kind of machinery That I fall upon Every night we're trading intimate Injuries so why can’t we admit What our words become Pistols at dawn Some creepy masquerade Big spinning disco ball A freshly polished blade That's hanging on the bedroom wall Somebody called your bluff That measured eerie calm An oiled leather glove That smells of Scotch and Tiger Balm Your flushed and ringing ears This empty fifth of gin Big crocodile tears The world's smallest violin Every word you say to me Becomes some kind of machinery That I fall upon Every night we're trading intimate Injuries so why can’t we admit What our words become Pistols at dawn Pistols at dawn Pistols at dawn Pistols at dawn Pistols at dawn Pistols at dawn Pistols at dawn
10.
I only look for tears when I’ve been crying And I believe in you unless I’m lying I don’t believe in you anymore, and that’s why I’m moving It only took four years this time around For me to piss off every friend I’ve managed to make in this town Personal best (personal best!) Because I’m all about self-improving We never argued, but rarely agreed You gave me what I asked for, but not what I need Now through my rear window I watch another former former “Promised Land” recede I saw the paint chipping off behind your eyes You started to look at your friends like they were spies We glimpsed your hidden face like through a veil of cigarette smoke Then at the sound of your voice I’d pull away Because I’m never When I tried to tell you, it came out as an awkward joke In spite of our problems, we always got along I tried to be perfect, but still it all went wrong Now through your rear window I hope you that you can see a better way to go on We never argued, but rarely agreed You gave me what I asked for, but not what I need Now through my rear window I watch another former “Promised Land” recede
11.
Homestretch 04:34
There’s a moment in every race When you give yourself permission to quit You've already given your best Haven't you earned some rest? The kid hanging off your back Is losing patience fast He just wants to go home At the starting line, he’s there for the ride And at the halfway point, he's putting up a fight And at the homestretch He’s trying to break my stride He’s trying to break my stride It's not that he wants you to lose But he doesn't have the patience for it So he’s pulling your earlobes Poking your lymph nodes You try to evade the attack Outnumbered, outclassed And then you’re alone At the starting line, he’s there for the ride And at the halfway point, he's putting up a fight And at the homestretch He’s trying to break my stride He’s trying to break my stride There’d be no shame in getting beat But there’s no way you won’t compete There's a moment in every race When you make yourself recommit At the starting line, he’s there for the ride And at the halfway point, he's putting up a fight And at the homestretch He’s trying to break my stride He’s trying to break my stride I won’t let him break my stride I won’t let him break my stride I won’t let him break my stride I won’t let him break my stride I won’t let him break my stride I won’t let him break me
12.
Walk awhile in the woods without a compass and you're bound to drift Wait below the water in a three piece suit and you'll never lift You learn a lot about the life you're living when you get a priceless gift And turn it down Find me running, eyes closed, hoping that my feet stay on the path Weathermen, waiting for their cues, chew erasers while they do the math Waiting for the moment they can forecast Hell and Heaven's wrath Upon their town We need to believe In ourselves when we're weak When we stumble and fall We get to decide How hard we will fight If we’re fighting at all Long story short It's a wonder I'm here Anyone who's ever felt the breeze of a sword That barely missed Anybody suddenly inspired to begin Their bucket list Nothing but a waste of force to Ricochet your fist Against the ground We need to believe In ourselves when we're weak When we stumble and fall We get to decide How hard we will fight If we’re fighting at all Long story short It's a wonder I'm here Long story short It's a wonder we’re here
13.
(I vant to give you hugs! Ha ha ha...) Well I’m a-shaving off my fur And I can tuck away my tail Spend a couple hours at a tanning salon To make me just a little less pale I can shower off the smell I’m a-filing down my teeth I’ve got a chiropractor workin’ on the hump in my back So I can fit into society I’m a funky Nosferatu with pompadour hair I’m a Lilliputian Loup-Garou with Yoo-Hoo to share I'm a ski lodge sea creature cleaning up mud I'm a North Beach Vampire protesting blood You recoiled at my glance Yeah, you saw me stop and stare I know you treat me like a horrible beast But please, let me be your teddy-drop-bear The mirror shatters when we smile Yeah, we’d change it if we could You think you’re looking at a million monsters, Really we're just misunderstood We’re checkerboard cadejos skipping rope with our chain Bedazzled Krakens on the wing of a plane We’re hipster Baba Yagas selling vegan eye of newt Yeah, we’re dapper sasquatches in seersucker suits We’re short, stubby Slender Men in stovepipe hats We’re technicolor Chupacabras cuddling cats We’re docile zombie cows, chewing our cud We’re North Beach Vampires protesting blood The mirror shatters when we smile You know we’d change it if we could You think you’re looking at a million monsters, Really we're just misunderstood (Ha ha ha) (Brains…) (Puttin’ on the Ritz!) (Awoooooooo!!!!!)

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13 new songs in diverse genres, about coping with a difficult year.

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released November 27, 2020

All songs written by Jon Porobil except "Rear Window," written by Jon Porobil, Holly Furlone, and Jim Tyrell. All vocals and instruments by Jon Porobil except:

Guitar on "This is Fine" by Phil Graham
Mandolin on "Henrietta's Eyes" by Jimmy Moreland
Guitar on "More" by Mo Ouyang
Guest vocals on "Rear Window" by Holly Furlone
Group chant on "Good Trouble" by Harrison Porobil, Jim Downs, Lindsay Downs, John Nolt, T. C. Elliott, Dennis Malley, Mo Ouyang, Letty Leal Evans, and Daniel Crowley.

Mixed by Jon Porobil
Mastered by Andres Coca

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Jon Porobil Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

Jon Porobil is a solo singer/songwriter making music from his home in Pittsburgh. Jon's music explores many genres, including rock, pop, folk, country, soul, and more.

Jon's fifth album, The Camouflage Kid, a concept album about moving on from an abusive cycle, will be released in late Fall 2022.
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